If only you knew how much your absence has affected me, you’d never have tossed me aside as you have. I no longer have that safe place to go to, that special place that was you, safe and secure, and so full of love. I have never experienced such pain, the pain of knowing I’ll never get to see or hear from you again in a loving capacity.
To have given me so much, made so many promises, telling me that I could put all my trust in you and that you’d never let me down only to cut me out of your life in such a manner was not only cruel, but you decided my fate. By coming into my life, giving me something wonderful and making me believe in you, only to take it all away has sentenced me to a life of emptiness. I can never trust anyone with my emotions again, I’ll never know what it’s like to be intimate with someone again, to kiss them, see them smile in the mornings, to know that they were my special place. You had all of me.
I’m afraid you walked forward with your life, leaving me behind with nothing but memories, my body remembering your touch, my nose – your scent, my eyes – your smile, and my ears, the sound of you saying my name. Even when I look at my own hands I see yours. Every touch, every action of yours nothing but a betrayal. This pain is mine; there isn’t anything you can do for me now.
What is it I want now? I want for you to stay here and always be happy because of me. That is what I ultimately want for you … happiness, and I truly hope you find it, honey.
Tome el cuidado, mi amor, y usted será siempre mi amor,
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